Hey please read the whole piece i need some advice on this issue from my childhood?

Aside from the foster care, I could have written this. But I can hardly remember my childhood AT ALL..just snapshots..(which sux) The only thing I could think of, besides counseling, of course, Is to find something you are good at, or learn something that will increase your self esteem. Plus, you might want to think about getting on anti depressants. It doesn't mean you're week, nor does it make you feel weird. It just takes the edge off of depression/anxiety. It makes things more managable. Once you get a clear perspective and/or get on track( it seems you lost your way, or got side tracked by jerks) you could stop them. BELIEVE ME.( try effexor..works for me).It takes away social anxiety, and just plain old makes things more managable. Good Luck!